But I Hold To Not Caesarean

When be pregnant, I am decisive refus is used up enlighten the parents of reef comes over to take care of me. Arrived May 2003, the child is born. Resemble me this not satisfactory marriage, my child is born special also not suitable, around laid 3 night 3 days, but I hold to not Caesarean birth, to me, the aching instead on physiology lets the heart get comforting, after aching in my heart afflictive a bit better however.
I gave birth to a son, enlighten reef is very excited, he does not know to praying repeatedly in my heart, his pa must not resemble after this child is grown, good like me. During I want my love confinement in childbirth, I still refus is used up enlighten the parents of reef, kin will take care of me, my He Dijiao did not quarrel, but the relation is worsening ceaselessly. I know he is in this paragraph of time, acquired the abuse of gamble, lost the bank savings in the home largely. But I did not care, because do not love a person, meet everything what do not care about him.